Tuesday, February 26, 2013

How Great is our God!

Since my last post, so much has changed. I am now a mother. The reason I started this blog was for infertility. I was angry, I was sad, I was depressed and I was broken. I became a mother June 25, 2012 via adoption. I am so thankful God did not treat me the way I treated him. Our beautiful son Gunner Lee Smith was born on June 24,2012. We met him when he was a day old. I could not ask for a more perfect gift from God. I knew when God gave me this story of infertility he had a plan for my life but I honestly did not realize how great a plan it was. I had prayed from the beginning for God to give me a beautiful story and oh how sweet and beautiful is our story. Gunner was not planned by his precious birth mother, and she wanted more for her sweet boy. I am so grateful God put her in our life. Although it is a closed adoption if Gunner chooses to know her one day we will completely support his decision. I know that when God created Gunner he created him for us. He looks like us, he acts like us, he loves like us, and he is such a happy baby. They say if you feed someone for long enough they will start to resemble you, I guess that is true.. lol. I want Gunner to know how special he is. He was chosen by God and by our family.Adoption is a precious gift from God and I am honored to be a part of it. I hope this blog will continue to help my friends with IF and maybe inspire them to take te next step towards adoption. God gave me a testimony and I intend on telling anyone who will listen.